catching up and not blaming Palin for crosshairs and spew

Well, I'm so sorry. I'm busy, lazy, drunk, tired, distracted and all of the other excuses I can't think of right this minute.

Miss me? I miss you... yes, I do. My daughter is doing well, she's en pointe for ballet which means she wears those special shoes and is learning to dance on her toes just like a real deal ballerina. That kid has talent... I'm not just braggin', she's got some real skill. Her teachers always tell Amy how good she is. She's helping to teach the little kids and is also learning guitar and doing well.

My son is also doing well, he's changed schools and is going to a smaller, magnet school with great teachers and a better music/art program. He needed to get away from the school he was in because there were too many kids and he was totally getting pushed aside. He was getting horrible grades and having a hard time. This is better for him. He started basketball and scored 3 times for his team (they lost by 1 point and in overtime even, the kid that scored the winning shot for the other team did it just as the buzzer went off and was on my soccer team last season... needless to say, my child and him never really got along...go figure).

This season in basketball, I AM NOT COACHING!!! Yeah for me! I was so lucky to see the "evil one" from my last basketball team and though I tried to avoid her... tonight she spotted me, said hi to my kid, gave him a hug (shiver and gag... shiver again... yuck), then said "Hi Angie" all smiley and fake and I returned the hello and turned my head to vomit all over my shoes. If you've ever read this blog, you'll know why I hate that crazy bitch... if you haven't... too much to get into. I'm glad I'm not coaching but it's sad that the reason is because of one really pushy bitch. I might not know basketball but I know coaching and I probably would have signed up but... maybe it's better for my boy that I didn't. His coach is wonderful and giving him a lot of praise, teaching him a lot. Should be good for him. I'm glad.

Now the real reason I am motivated to blog tonight... the "Arizona Massacre". This is a horrible, tragic episode in our history. I just get sick when these things happen. Such unnecessary killing of innocent people. I can only think of how this crazy fucking kid got this big plan to shoot this lady... what was his motivation? I read somewhere (how fox news of me..."somewhere", "they say"..."people say"... etc... you get the idea) that he asked her a question at a "rally" in 2007 and she either answered with something he disagreed with or didn't answer at all. Not sure if that's true or if he just targeted anyone in politics. I'm not good at research tonight. I might as well just say: I read it on the Internet. My point here is that no-one can really, truly know why this kid did this. Obviously he's not totally sane. Obviously he's not currently medicated properly as he needs to be, he's unstable, maybe schizophrenic, maybe just overly aggressive, maybe just pissed off. I worry, I know people (I'm related to people), that are a little unstable and paranoid. It worries me to think that the people close to me could go off at any given moment and hurt someone or themselves. I think we all know someone like that. I think that Sarah Palin probably might know someone like that or Bill O'reilly or Glenn Beck... do you think they realize that?

When Bill O'reilly tells his viewers/listeners that Dr. Tiller is a "baby killer" and "we" should do something about him is he just practicing free speech or is he inciting violence? Does he not realize that there are some people in our great country that might be paranoid or not properly medicated? Does he care? When Glenn Beck says that Obama is a racist and has Nazi rhetoric all over his show is that pushing the limits and evoking hate or is that just his right as a television personality. It's like the sports figures caught doing drugs or fighting dogs or cheating on their wives... is this behavior ok because it's their life? I suppose if it's private, that's different but if in the middle of the Olympics Michael Phelps took a bong toke, wouldn't we be upset because it was on t.v.? I kinda think it's the same deal with these talking heads... they need to be responsible for their actions just in case a lunatic might need a bit of reassurance that someone else might appreciate his or her literal interpretation of "don't retreat, reload" or a whole bunch of cross hairs on a map and a little prodding of "taking out" certain districts.

I don't think that this is Sarah Palin's fault or O'reilly or Beck's... I don't think it's anyone's "fault" but the shooters, however, I do think that these people that continue to antagonize and spew anger need to acknowledge that they are sending a very dangerous message. I would hate to see what might happen if the tables were turned and we all put cross hairs on Sarah Palin's house... oh wait... "we" are the stable ones and wouldn't do anything dangerous... just blog about it.

"He kills people" ??? Impeach!!

Ok, ok, ok... I've had it with this mother f'er dumb ass that sits on the corner by my work. He is like in his 20's and sets up a card table with a sign that says "Impeach Obama". There is a poster with Obama sportin' a Hitler stash. It irritates the shit outta me. I went past him last time, stopped in the middle of the street and said "what the hell is this? Why are you doing this, it's mean", he said, "he's a mean man and he kills people". What? Kills people? I did not know this. I'm actually a little surprised. I wouldn't think that our president would kill people. I did not get a chance to find out exactly what he meant as I was in the middle of a busy road in my car and other cars were approaching but I'm curious as to what this asshole meant by that. And then, me, smart as I can possibly sound, say to him "that's mean". I love it when I have awesome comebacks like that one. My point is what does he mean by that and what reason is there for impeachment. Now we all know why we should have impeached Bush. If you don't, let me give you a couple of things. First there is the ever popular war crimes which include torture and totally unfounded attack on a non-threatening country (the latter may not be a crime but should be). Second, totally changing our constitution to his liking and allowing the whole phone tapping bullshit and trying to change the one man one woman marriage crap. If I want to marry my super sexy dachshund I should be allowed to as an American (he's not a good kisser though because his breath smells like cat shit...aka almond roccas). Not to mention the lack of regulation on loans, credit card charges and wall streets antics. I guess I just felt like that guy really hit a nerve. The dems don't do all that shit. Some stuff like a bumper sticker that said impeach cheney or a W with a circle and a slash but not all this crazy shit like hitler mustaches or monkeys or tea party protest with fucked up signs. My favorite is that joker face. Wtf? It's everywhere. These hillbillies are so angry that he got elected. They're blaming him for the oil spill, the latest mortgage crisis, the economy and the loss of the Superbowl to the Saints. I mean for Christ's sake is nothing the leftover fault of Bush? No, duh, it's obvious that "our Kenyan President" planned to fuck up the economy right before being elected. I need to rest my thoughts and not get so worked up. Never mind Abu Ghraib or the endless search for Bin Laden in a country he wasn't in or holy shit, almost forgot WMD's... Forget about his dumb ass words that he couldn't pronounce or choking on a pretzel, forget about the Penguin Dick Cheney who scared the shit out of everyone, I just need to be thankful for Barrack Obama and the fact that he is our President. He has gotten this health care thing going (long, long overdue), he's turned the stem cell research decision around which is really, really important, he passed some regulation on candidate fund-raising and credit card companies. He's also putting a lot of effort into "going green" and many more things that I won't list for fear of saying them wrong and being challenged by some ass that thinks he should be impeached (not that I have any readers that care enough to challenge me). I need to be thankful for these things and I need to be thankful that I have a job and a voice to use, I need to be thankful that I'm not so angry I have to sit on the street corner and preach lies to unsuspecting pedestrians. I am angry that we aren't tougher to the Republicans that tell lies and spread hate. I am angry that stupid words spill out of stupid mouths like Sarah Palin and Glenn Beck and Rush Limbaugh and people actually listen and believe what they say. But, I will just continue to express myself here, in this forum and occasionally on Twitter and not teach my children that hate and anger are the way we vote. We will prevail, we will win and the Republicans will never admit it but they know we are better and Jesus is going to be really pissed off when they try to get into heaven. Patience and maybe a little ass kicking. Maybe Obama should try to get angry and put a card table on the corner with Beck's hitler mustache taped to the street pole.

(this photo is not the actual poster I saw, very similar though...)

Health Care Passed/teabaggers and Sarah Palin piss me off.

Yeah!! We did it, well someone did it, maybe not "us", but someone. Obama? Congress? Tea baggers? Somebody approved this health care and I couldn't be happier although I do want my country back... wait, I got it already. Shit, I forgot that I don't need to say that any more. I get confused. I'm supposed to be angry about something, I just can't remember all the time. Oh, I remember now... I'm pissed... somebody told me to fuck off on twitter the other day. It was mean and I don't even know why. Then, I looked at his tweets and he's told everyone to fuck off so it was cool. I wiped my tears.
So "kill the bill", that's what the Teabaggers are saying. They are just angry and butt hurt about it passing. (I could call them T.B.s but I truly, truly love the fact that they call themselves Teabaggers... jesus! That is awesome. AWESOME!...) So, they are all mad and crying about it. It is something that will actually help people. Wow, what a thought. Poor people will actually get some medical attention when it's needed. They might live a little longer to continue to suck the blood from the rich and let the government pay for their really fancy lifestyles and not work, just sit around pushing babies out. People with cancer and diabetes and children with asthma might get something to help them breathe all the polluted air that the big ass rich corporations are spewing into the air....someone might actually get their shit taken care of without going bankrupt or becoming homeless because they don't have insurance or the ridiculous overpriced insurance doesn't cover them. Holy shit, how dare our government help people! How dare Americans take care of our less fortunate citizens. I mean duh, it's their fault that they are poor right? They have the same opportunity as Glenn mother f$#@king Beck to be rich and have "truckloads". Don't those stupid white trash people know all they have to do is get themselves a talk show and talk massive shit and throw out lies and hate speech? They aren't trying hard enough. American dreams are built on lies and bullshit... just take advantage of our "free" country. Never mind that you don't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of, never mind that you can't get a job because... THERE ARE NO FUCKING JOBS!!!... forget about going to the doctor... the teabaggers do not want to pay for your ass. Make a sign and stand on the steps of congress and spit at people who oppose you. It totally works. Spell stuff wrong too, that helps a lot...oh don't forget a picture of Obama with a little Hitler mustache. What the fuck? I'm all for free speech... obviously... BUT if your gonna speak, try to make some God damn sense. Especially if your going to speak super loudly and bring your children with you. The KKK did the same kinda shit these teabaggers do. It's unacceptable. Glenn Beck, Sean Hannity, Rush Limbaugh AND... Bill O'reilly. They are complete and utter hate mongers. They spew and get people all riled up and create panic and fear and false aggression. Why do they get this power? It's criminal if you ask me. They are like the Pope of the right. Catholics used to hang onto every word the Pope spoke and even the Catholics are starting to pay attention and be realistic...(I am a recovering Catholic so I get to say stuff like that...sorry Mom).
Now, let me just say a couple more things... Sarah mother fucking Palin... What the Fuck, who the hell, why, oh fucking, why do I even know this bitch's name? She is ridiculous. Who in the frig let her out of the depths of hell? She is a nightmare and a total hack. "Hopey changey thing" (imagine a really whiny dumb ass sounding voice I'm using right now...with a lisp...I always add a lisp when I use silly voices...no offense to lispers). She has a lot of balls coming out in the open air and breathing. She is like nails on a fucking chalkboard. She hurts me. Someone must stop her. She's another one with power that she just shouldn't ever have. It scares me. If there is anyone that shouldn't be allowed to speak... it's her. I'm not a wife beater or a girl hitter, (my wife would totally kick my ass... she can bruise me with a look... I'm not kidding... she is a tough bitch), but there are four women that I seriously would love to just SLAP across the face really, really hard for being an embarrassment to women everywhere. They are: Sarah Palin, Michelle Bachman, Elisabeth Hassleback and of course... basketball team mom. These bitches really piss me off and make us look bad. I mean, I have more respect for Paris Hilton than I do for these wrong women of the world. Even basketball mom is probably a democrat and if she voted for Obama then I'll cut her some slack and chalk it up to no insurance to buy her anti-psychotic meds. And, it's not that these gals are Republicans, it's that they are bitches. They act big but are just repeating what they've heard on FOX news. They think that they are protecting America and it's sad they way they have no compassion for regular 'ol folks that try to live their days out happy and not super rich. I can't express it at the moment due to the fact that I've been, once again, distracted by something on t.v... it's not FOX news though so that's a good thing... oh yeah, the bitches think that they can roll with the big boys and talk about how bad Obama is and how he's taking away our freedom... he's such a socialist... he wants the government to pay for everyone. I'm curious... are these women from rich families? Did their single mom work two jobs at any point? Did they ever have any kind of help with college tuition or any kind of health issues? I guess I'm asking if they have any excuses or reasons for hating our President other than because he's a Democrat... he's black too, don't forget that one. George W. Bush was not a smart man. I know that because I just do... Obama is a smart man... this too, I just know. We are lucky to live in this country and have the things we have. We are lucky that we get to choose a dumb President and then a smart one. We are lucky that we can blog about how annoying people are and how thankful we are for this freedom. I shouldn't complain, I should just keep smiling and working and spending a lot of money on gas, food and insurance coverage. I wish it was an option, to not get mad, it's not. I have to express myself, even if no-one reads it or cares, even if it's not on a talk show or a bullhorn on top of my car. I get to. I can. I'm an American and... so is Sarah fucking Palin (even if her husband did try to make Alaska separate from America).

"NO SOCIALISM" write it on your car and drive around.

I was typing just now and I somehow hit a key and it erased all of my words. Weird. Anyway, I'll rewrite it. I was driving home the other day and this truck was in front of me and really big vinyl lettering on the back cab window said: "NO SOCIALISM!" Really crazy. I was like what the fuck? Idiot! Ok, we get it, you don't want socialism but do you need to put 1ft letters spelling it out on the back of your truck window? No, I don't think you do.
Socialism is like a bad word... is it the same as communism? I don't friggin' know, I don't know a damn thing about communism, socialism or alcoholism... oh wait, I do know about alcoholism. All I know is that helping people is important. If universal health care is considered socialism then fuck it. Seems like anything this president attempts to do is looked at like he's a communist, Nazi, or just a dumb shit that is screwing everything up. It's astounding to me after having one fucking dumb ass in office for so long that screwed us over so badly these right wing dicks are doing anything they can to call Obama wrong and bad for this country. It just pushes me right back into loving my country and loving being a democrat. I will love it when health care passes and when the economy starts getting back to what it used to be before Bush was in office. This guy has a lot of work to do and we all know it's not going to happen overnight but I'm going to continue to support him and I know, anything he does is better than what Bush did. He's headed in the right direction and hopefully, people will start paying attention. Glenn Beck and Sean Hannity can't stand it. They are going ballistic and really grasping for anything to say that he is taking over our country and stealing our freedom. They are nuts and push idiots to put giant letters on their cars that read "NO SOCIALISM" or "SHOW ME THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE". How stupid.
Speaking of stupid, I'm coaching my son's basketball team and I know not one thing about basketball. That's awesome. I volunteered to be an assistant (thinking I could learn as I go and be really supportive of the coach) well, they sent me a letter saying: "thank you for volunteering to be Head Coach"... huh?... what? Can't get out of it... "there's not enough coaches for your division so can you do it for the kids?" Can we say guilt trip? I'm helping kids... does that make me a "socialist"?

Keeping kids dumb and republican... just how we like 'em

Hello all!
Pathetic... that's what I will use to describe the Right at this moment. I use that a lot to characterize the Rights but this one has it pinned for them. Obama's speech tomorrow. It's directed toward school age children and it's intent is to motivate and stimulate children about education. To give children thoughts about how important it is to stay in school and how a good education can help them have a better future. I mean I probably shouldn't assume so much. Maybe he plans on hypnotizing American children and turning them into future socialists. He's probably got some subliminal messages he's planning to throw in there and splash millisecond photos of Sponge Bob Square Pants smoking crack on the street corner and then standing in line to get free health care to get himself off drugs. I mean it's ridiculous to think and hear that some parents are considering to not allow their children to go to school because the schools plan on playing the speech in class. My daughter's middle school called with a message tonight stating if we didn't want our child to listen to the speech, to send a note and she could sit in a room where the speech won't be on. I wonder how many kids will be in that room, more than we think I'm sure. That's really friggin horrible in my opinion. If Bush or Reagan gave a speech about how important school is I wouldn't deny my child the right to hear them out. If Rush Limbaugh or Glenn Beck gave a speech, I might question the content, but I still would allow them to listen, while I sat beside them and taught them how to heckle appropriately. It's wrong and silly and crazy. He's not a bad guy, he's not any sort of crazy speech giver. He's not a socialist either.
Rushy pants really started a little "war" when he said he wanted Obama to fail. I mean, I really feel like he started the ball rolling and no matter what Obama wants, the right will put every effort into fighting against it. And... ooh this really pisses me off... "we want our America back!"... that is truly pathetic. Obama, as far as I know, hasn't tried to change the constitution, hasn't tried to turn all of America against each other by stating: "your either with us or against us", he hasn't started a stupid war that we can't possibly win, he didn't try to run the country using Jesus as his main adviser and he hasn't taken the country away from Americans. The town hall meetings are more proof of how ignorant people are about this administration. I thought "tea-bagging" was nutty... these town hall meetings are insane. Whose the guy that said he was going to take his gun to Washington. Did anyone else hear about that? Isn't that like a threat and illegal or no? I mean come on! Then a few days ago I hear some clown say a handicapped person should not be allowed to speak before him. Am I just hearing bits and pieces? Am I being told only sound bytes from the media. Is this a "liberal media" doing it's job at only showing the crazy people or is this shit really happening?
Now, shouldn't we be happy about this health care thing? Especially the poor people right? I understand Glenn and Rush not wanting it, they probably have really good insurance for themselves and their family and could care less but some of these toothless people in the town hall meetings that are screaming out about how wrong this health care thing is just baffles me. It's a little confusing. It's not as if no other country has done this. It's not like we haven't seen universal health care actually work. I mean WTF? I guess we will have to see what happens.
I really hate to say this, and maybe I'm way off base but when I see some of these people who are so adamantly against Obama, I have to wonder if it's because he's black. I really hope that's not the case but so many people call him "our Kenyan President" and so many tweets read "show me the birth certificate". I even saw a bumper sticker here in my town asking for a birth certificate. It's sad and scary but I think that might be a lot of it. I mean, obviously I love Obama but I don't agree with everything. I mean I am concerned about some things going on in Washington, I don't think the man is perfect, but really, not letting your children hear his speech, wishing he would fail, questioning his citizenship and comparing him to Hitler. That's hateful. As much as a fuck up as I think George W. Bush was, I never compared him to Hitler (Dick Cheney to Satan but not Hitler), but maybe it's not a racist thing. Some racists think Hitler is a hero so, maybe I'm wrong. I don't know, I don't want to go there, too touchy just yet. In any event I am appalled that some parents are so ignorant they actually think that Obama is some crazy communist and plans on brainwashing our children to become black or Kenyan or socialists. If my kid wants to be black, more power to him...

They've pissed me off again

Alright it's on! I am innocently on the computer when the news breaks about the crazy mo fo that went to the Holocaust Museum and shot his rifle randomly killing a security guard. It's a very bad thing. Horrible. Another angry person who can't vent his frustration in a safer way than violence and decides to make a bold statement. Dr. Tiller's murder was 11 days ago and that too, another angry, crazy person who probably feels that there is no other choice than killing. These people are dangerous and unrecognizable sometimes. The key word here is sometimes. This guy though, he already had some trouble with the law in regard to racism and extremist behavior. I hate the word extremist, it's overused at times. My point is that this guy has a friggin' book called "Kill the Best Gentiles". Could that have been a red flag? I worry about things too much, I realize that but I have a couple things at stake here. My family, my freedom, my country. I'm sure that this guy (I don't really want to use his name, he doesn't deserve it) feels like I do. He thinks that his country is in danger and that his freedom is being challenged. The difference between my emotions and his are that I'm not wanting to kill Bill O'reilly or Glenn Beck. I just hate their stupid guts. I don't plan out ways to end their rhetoric through violence. They are never going to take any responsibility for these people that do this shit, they are never going to acknowledge that they spread hate when they talk so much bull about Obama or the democratic party. You don't see democrats picking up guns and driving over to white supremacist meetings or picking off abortion protesters that are holding signs that read "baby killer". But, Bill O'reilly can call Dr. Tiller, on national radio and T.V., "baby killer Tiller" and that's not a problem. When the guy is killed by a crazy ass "Factor Premium Member", or an Ann "crazy ass" Coulter book reader, no Fox "news" reporter is going to report that part of it.
This whole post really started with the comments Glenn Beck and his guest said on his show yesterday. They said, and I'm paraphrasing here, that Hitler was a left winger. I'm watching these little clips here and there and then, because sound bytes are sometimes edited and taken out of context, I decide to watch the entire thing and sure enough. Sure enough they, being Glenn Beck and his ignorant guest, spin this thing into being Obama's fault. I mean, come on! Report on it, talk about it, state the obvious, that it was a horrible thing but don't use it as an accelerate for an already raging fire of anger. On the left, it's not a whole lot better at times. But, I will tell you, left wing bloggers have to be searched out. Their blogs are not on a news channel or a radio show. I hear this stuff everywhere. I'm tired of it. Ignorance without accountability. We always say: "it's not true, it's b.s. so don't worry about it, people know better." My response is always the same, I wish that everyone in America could tell the difference between truth and hate speech but truthfully, they can't. It scares me. But I'm not about to go to Fox News and shoot the place up. I'll vent my anger here. I don't blame the right wing talking heads for this guys behavior yesterday, but I do want them to start telling the truth and to really pay attention to what they are saying to the public. Glenn Beck is just as bad as the kid at school that has taught my son all the bad words he uses. My son will learn through my parenting that those words are bad but Glenn Beck's mom is not going to teach him to stop saying them. He needs his mouth washed out with soap.