It's June 12th or 13th and it's 3 am almost exactly as i start this post. sometimes, you meet someone, that loves you so much, so unconditionally loves you that even when your a dick this someone still stares at you in awe and will always admire you. Not like a baby or a child, but more like a puppy. A puppy that can get angry and annoying but who always loves you, always acts as if nothing is wrong even though they just barked at the mailman.
I had a love like this. A friend, a lover, a partner in crime, a crazy person that couldn't possibly stay in control long enough to have a serious relationship. a flower, a hippy almost like Penny Lane in Almost Famous. Better, stronger, more real because it was real. Hated her, loved her, needed her, couldn't possibly spend more than a few years with her, but couldn't stay away. Sexy, unbelievably so. Head turner... oh my gosh forever she is beautiful.
My memories overpower me. What a wonderful, ful of wonder, completely individual in a way you can't accept but cannot deny, character. I will miss you so very much. I've truly enjoyed your existence.
Thank you.
Sweet dreams,
A
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